Hi Assalamualaikum :> Okay, long time no update this blog. Mwehehe, a lot of works. What work? Aa umm aa umm err aa umm, can’t tell ya :3 Okay, wanna tell you about this nice guy. I mean, he’s so nice. He has a kind attitude and treats me well :’3 His personality just like the one that I used to love. I mean, long time ago..
Kita kenal dia dah lama, but then lama tak chat. So one day, dia tegur and kita pun chat.. As expected, he asked for my phone number. I gave it to him. So kitorg text text call call. I don’t know, he’s really nice. Even I always tease you, hihi. Shoo gangster :> Kayy.. ß That’s his answer when I call him ‘POLAR BEAR’ Haha and now he’s starting to call me ‘PANDA’ -..-
November
He proposes me. ‘Will you be the Queen of my heart?’ So I said ‘Sorry, I tak nak couple couple. We should be friend’ Whats a nice respond. You didn’t push me to accept you. That’s the one of your personality that attracted me. So, we acted like nothing happens. We call, text, laugh, smile, sad, and everything. You said ‘I tak suka tengok you sedih, I nak you happy je’ :’3
We used to talk about our ex’s. I talked about him and you talked about her. Suddenly, something came into my self. Jealous, mad and..
December
I don’t know when I was starting to like him. But, a day no text or call with him, is like a big miss:-O He used to say ‘I tak tahu lah, satu hari tak text dengan you, rasa lain. Tapi jangan perasan eh’ *blushing :> He asked me ‘Nak cakap dengan Umairah?’ Who’s Umairah? His little cousin. 8 months, so cute you know. I said ‘Hello? Umairah?’ ‘aaa ummm aa’<-- Little kid’s answer. Haha, hello she’s just 8 months okay and she can says ‘Mama’. He gave me the Umairah’s picture. Hihi. Well, he will calls me every night and says ‘I nak teman you lah, kan you ni penakut’ Haha, okay.
When we talk, his cousin or I called him Aminah will teases us. Haha so our conversation never get bored. He will let me talk with Aminah. So Aminah will makes his girl voice. Geli much! Haha. He always hang out with his cousins. Hoho. He got a lot of presents. UNTUNGLAH~ Hahaha.
One day, you called me when you were at your hometown. We used DiGi line, so tak kena charge apa apa :> Free call babeh xD So, I talked with your little cousin, Hanis. She used Mandarin language when she talked with me and I said ‘Shemaa?’ :p I don’t know how to spell it. Haha. Suddenly your aunty asked ‘Siapa tu? Syairah Alwi eh?’ I shocked. Heart stopped and stared *lagu.. Hahaha. And he laughed. Woii, aku terkejut dekat sini lah. Haha and he answered ‘Ha’ah’ Your aunty said ‘Elelele’ o.O He asked me ‘Takut kewwwwwwwwwww?’ Kurang ajar, haha. So cakap ‘Tak takut, terkejut je’ Haha then dia cakap ‘Haha relax lah, aunty gurau je tu’ Okayy..
27 December 2011
As usual, he called me. And your cousin, Aminah said ‘Hantu..’ And he listed so many ghost’s names. And I just kept silent. And he (my crush) asked ‘You?’ ‘Yes?’ Then he scolded at his cousin ‘Tengok, dia dah takut. Kau ah ni’ Alololoo so sweet, haha. I’ll smile when I remember this memory.
28 December 2011
We talked so long, from 11+ until 12+ p.m. Then called again from 1 p.m until 3 p.m. Haha I just heard his conversation with Umairah. She’s so cute lah. So at night, you grumbled with me :( Sorry S. I didn’t mean to do that. I main main je :( Then you marah I.. You merajuk.. I text you tak reply.. Then you cakap ‘Kata nak mati sangat, pergilah’ Then I cakap ‘Yelahhh, I nak pergi mati lah ni’*laughed. Then tutup call. I nak nangis, tapi I tahan. I off phone. I on balik, you terus called. I angkat. Then diam 4 minit lamanya.. Haha. You marah, benda ni bukan boleh buat main. I banyak cakap ‘hm’ je. Then bila you dah cooldown you cakap Dah dah, tak payah menangis. Lap air mata tu. Sorrrrryy marah you, tapi you yang start dulu‘’ ‘Ye I tahu’ I said. Then you pujuk I balik.. Hihi :3 Lepas tu kita borak dari pukul 12+ a.m sampai 2.40 a.m macam tu. I pun tidurrrr.. <3 <3
29 December 2011
Zzz zzz..*phone vibrate. Angkat. ‘Hello’ ‘Hoi, bangunlah! Dah pukul berapa dah ni haa?’ You said. Woi, baru pukul 8 lah gilaaa! Haha, then borak again and cakap pasal cousin you punya girlfriend accident. Kesian dia.. And yeah jumaat ni you balik. Kesian Umairah. Every morning mesti Umairah cari dia. Nanti dia dah balik, mesti Umairah macam mencari cari :( Okay aku pulak yang sedih, hoho.
Dear crush,
Thank you for treat me well. You’re a nice guy. I mean it. You make me smile when I bored. You make me laugh when I cry. You give me an advice when I need. You comfort me when the situation is going down. Never regret to know you. I thank to Allah for let me to know you, for let me to talk with you, for let me to smile with you, for let me to laugh with you, for let me be a part of your life. You’re the one that I want. You never let me cry just because of you. You said ‘I don’t want you to be sad, please.’ But you said ‘Tapi you menangis comel lah’ -.- Nak kena tumbuk? Haha. Thanks for everything :>
Sincerely,
Nursyairah binti Alwi